it’s a choice + a fight.  until we find our inner child, learn to love it + accept it; the pain will show up. we’ve abandoned ourselves along the way.  i hope this song helps you find her.

not leaving myself

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it’t a choice + a fight.  until we find our inner child, learn to love it + accept it; the pain will show up. we’ve abandoned ourselves along the way.  i hope this song helps you find her.

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